Alcohol will only last you so long before you sober up and realize how shitty of a person you are and how you lost the love of your life and how you’ll never be good enough and how all your bestfriends fucking don’t get along and how stupid I feel for believing Cody and how much I honestly love Daniel, the old Daniel. That’s where everything ends up, Daniel. I’ve never been so upset in my life. It’s almost been a year now and I can’t believe I’m still in love with you with out anything in return. I miss everything that we were. We were unbreakable, unstoppable… Now look at us. You’re probably at home sleeping because you have practice at 5 and I’m at home crying about something I shouldn’t even be worried about. I don’t care if you don’t love me. I don’t care if you’re in love with someone else. I just want the old Daniel back. I want you and me everyday as bestfriends and I have a feeling my bestfriend is gone forever and without you I feel like shit. I told you everything and now I feel like I have to bottle everything to spare your feelings but what about mine? Don’t I have some say in this?